missing so much.....

Hello! Since it has been a long long time didn't drop any words on my blog so I am here now writing my feeling. Why the topic I put is "missing so much"?

Actually I just finished reading my best friend blog and I felt that I am very lazy if compare to her. She has just delivered a cute baby boy on 27 February 2011 but she never stop uploading her blog all the while but my blog was blank for 2 years plus. I really miss the time I can spend on writing blog silently. After giving birth to my Joan, my time are keep moving around in a small circle where I go to office during day time and rush for tuition class after dinner then accompany my Joan until she sleeps. After she slept, I need to do housework or slept with her because of over tiring. I have been living like this for 2 years. Will it change? Nobody know...

I also miss the time I can spent with my family. Even I stay with my hubby and daughter but I felt that I didn't spend enough time with them. There are 24 hours per day but I only spend around 3 hours per day with them during weekdays. Can you imagine how useless I am?Really wish that they won't blame on me. I also miss my family in Miri. I always plan to go back but due to many reasons I forced to stop my plan ... Why? Why all these things happen?

Beside time, I also miss the happy go lucky Angela. Recently I found that I always think on negative way. May be my age increase year by year and my worries are increase day by day. Sometime I even cant sleep well without any reasons. I hate this type of me. I am not like this before. I will always think positively and act as what I felt but now... Where is Angela? The original Angela without any worries and negative thought...

Well it is time for me to take my rest so I wish that I can keep on using this blog to find back original Angela. Good night everybody...

Pregnant Mom

I'm a pregnant mom at this moment. I'll giving birth to my daughter in January 2009. While i'm register into this page, my daughter is keep on moving inside my stomach. It's a very special feeling. I think this feeling will only be understand by those who ever pregnant. And this is also why I choose this title for my first blog.

At the begining of my pregnant period, I'm quite worry cause this is my first experience. I don't know what to do. But luckily I got a lot of helps & info from my best friend, Wendy & my family members. Wendy bought me a book that I really learnt many things from it. I seldom finish reading a book but this book i can finish reading it in two months time. Beside reading that book, I'm also read magazines like mummy & baby. Through all this ways then I learnt many things & now I know the importance of reading. My family members more care about my life. My father & mother in law care for my meals & health. My sister & my mom do help me a lot in my baby's need. Their info & care make me felt more comfort.

Another person who play an important role is my hubby! He really make me happy & enjoy this pregnant period. He even does everything better than me. Since this is our first baby so he is more worry than me. He care for our meals, our health & our feel. He want me to eat only nutrition foods, he not allow me to do anythings that will hurt both of us, he care for our feelings & he do many things that out of my expectation. At the beginningof my pregnant period, I'm really worry but now I felt enjoy. I just need to take good care of myself & the other things will be all handle by him. In this way, I'm sure I'm a lucky lady who can meet such a good hubby.

Lastly, I want to say thanks for all those who help me a lot & I promise I'll take good care at myself & my daughter.